Still Here

I'm still here, in case anyone is wondering. Maybe I'll be back in the spirit of blogging again soon. I've told a number of folks that I have been feeling lately like I have to share so much of my personal life with so many strangers that it's becoming harder for me to talk about any of it with anyone. Every time I turn around there is another doctor's appointment with more questions. Sharing every little detail of my cycle is not all that exciting with doctors. I told my mom the other day that she's really the only person I feel like talking to about all of it.
Suffice it to say we've still got a long road ahead of us with our desire to have a baby. No, I don't really want to talk about it, but when I do, I'm sure I'll post something. It's October now and I think about where I would be if our first pregnancy had worked out. Now it's looking like that due date will pass without hope of our being pregnant again. It's amazing how nine months can fly by and yet seem like such an amazingly long length of time.
I'm trying not to lose hope. We are in the hands of some wonderful doctors who tell me something new every day. And I guess if there are various problems it's good to know about them and to be treating them. But it is frustrating to hear, oh, you have this or this wrong with you - that might be why you lost the first baby. And the pills and the injections that will seemingly never end...
I can't promise to post much, but I'll keep the blog up and open. Hopefully I'll have some fun things to post at the end of the month when I have a visit from my sister and the kids. I'm looking forward to this last hurrah before treatments start in earnest and I'm having to make regular weekly trips to Montgomery or Birmingham.
Anyway, just wanted to say that I'm still here...